1 00:00:10,170 --> 00:00:11,630 It'll be fine. 2 00:00:12,340 --> 00:00:13,840 He's gonna beat the shit outta me. 3 00:00:13,930 --> 00:00:15,890 I said, it'll be fine. 4 00:00:15,970 --> 00:00:17,720 I'm gonna get the belt. 5 00:00:18,350 --> 00:00:20,220 No, you're not. 6 00:00:20,770 --> 00:00:21,770 I will. 7 00:00:25,310 --> 00:00:27,400 Just go to your room, and stay there. 8 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:07,400 I'm back on patrol in 30 minutes. 9 00:01:07,900 --> 00:01:10,320 So, talk fast. What happened? 10 00:01:11,690 --> 00:01:13,190 You know what happened. 11 00:01:13,280 --> 00:01:15,030 Yeah, well, I wanna hear it from you. 12 00:01:18,530 --> 00:01:20,450 I was buying pot from this other kid. 13 00:01:20,530 --> 00:01:22,490 He tried to rip me off, and we got into a fight. 14 00:01:23,790 --> 00:01:25,790 That's what you're going with? 15 00:01:25,870 --> 00:01:27,210 -Okay. -I'm telling the truth. 16 00:01:27,290 --> 00:01:29,580 No. No, you're not. 17 00:01:29,670 --> 00:01:31,460 I think Tommy was buying the drugs, not you. 18 00:01:31,540 --> 00:01:33,840 I think you happened to walk by, saw what was going on, 19 00:01:33,920 --> 00:01:35,970 -and started punching. -Tommy didn't do anyth-- 20 00:01:36,050 --> 00:01:37,760 I talked to the kid you beat up, Joel, 21 00:01:37,840 --> 00:01:39,340 and the officers who got called to the scene. 22 00:01:39,430 --> 00:01:40,600 I'm not stupid. 23 00:01:41,680 --> 00:01:44,850 And if you and Tommy weren't my sons, you'd both be in juvie right now. 24 00:01:48,060 --> 00:01:49,440 You're not gonna hurt him. 25 00:02:23,350 --> 00:02:26,980 Did I ever tell you about that time I stole a candy bar? 26 00:02:29,060 --> 00:02:30,350 I was 27 00:02:30,900 --> 00:02:32,110 ten. 28 00:02:33,400 --> 00:02:37,940 Grandpa found out, made me give it back, made me apologize to the cashier. 29 00:02:38,950 --> 00:02:40,860 And then, we went home. 30 00:02:40,950 --> 00:02:44,030 Just before I got out of the car, man, he just... 31 00:02:46,290 --> 00:02:50,670 He broke my jaw. There was blood everywhere. 32 00:02:50,750 --> 00:02:52,130 Grandma thought I was dead. 33 00:02:54,460 --> 00:02:56,840 My mouth was wired shut for two months. 34 00:02:58,170 --> 00:03:02,300 Everybody knew why. It was humiliating. 35 00:03:04,050 --> 00:03:06,720 If you know what it feels like, then why? 36 00:03:06,810 --> 00:03:09,310 That's not why I'm telling you this. 37 00:03:10,690 --> 00:03:12,400 Okay, yeah, I've hit you. 38 00:03:13,730 --> 00:03:14,900 And I've hit Tommy. 39 00:03:18,150 --> 00:03:20,200 But never like that. 40 00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:21,780 Not even close. 41 00:03:21,860 --> 00:03:23,780 I mean, maybe I go too far, I... 42 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:26,830 I don't know, I just... 43 00:03:28,950 --> 00:03:29,950 I don't know. 44 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:36,000 But I'm doing a little better than my father did. 45 00:03:42,090 --> 00:03:43,890 And you know, when it's your turn, 46 00:03:47,430 --> 00:03:49,020 I hope you do a little better than me. 47 00:05:46,720 --> 00:05:47,970 The new guy. 48 00:05:48,050 --> 00:05:50,090 Been here two months, Seth. 49 00:05:50,180 --> 00:05:52,930 Like I said. Got somethin' for me? 50 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:58,350 I'll be fucked. 51 00:06:02,820 --> 00:06:04,820 My grandkids are gonna love these. 52 00:06:04,900 --> 00:06:05,990 How'd you find 'em? 53 00:06:06,070 --> 00:06:08,400 Searched the old homes out by Hoback. 54 00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:10,740 I searched those homes. 55 00:06:10,820 --> 00:06:14,200 Well, I know where to look 'cause I'm a smuggler, and you're a... 56 00:06:15,540 --> 00:06:16,910 I wasn't always this. 57 00:06:24,340 --> 00:06:25,510 I was a cop. 58 00:06:26,510 --> 00:06:27,800 Milwaukee PD. 59 00:06:33,430 --> 00:06:36,390 So, a trade's a trade. 60 00:06:37,100 --> 00:06:39,350 We can make what you want and have it to you by 61 00:06:40,060 --> 00:06:41,350 Friday. 62 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:44,070 No, I need it by tomorrow. 63 00:06:47,900 --> 00:06:50,410 Vanilla or chocolate? Say vanilla, it's easier. 64 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:52,160 Vanilla. 65 00:06:53,320 --> 00:06:54,660 Oh, I need one more thing. 66 00:06:55,660 --> 00:06:57,660 Relax. You got a lot of 'em. 67 00:08:26,670 --> 00:08:28,130 Joel! 68 00:08:32,970 --> 00:08:36,260 -What happened? -Where'd you come from? 69 00:08:36,340 --> 00:08:37,680 Painkillers, she's alright. Come on. 70 00:08:37,760 --> 00:08:39,560 -Painkillers? -No, no, no. 71 00:08:39,640 --> 00:08:41,890 No, no, no, leave it. Leave it, don't touch it. 72 00:08:41,970 --> 00:08:43,430 Tommy, what happened? 73 00:08:43,520 --> 00:08:45,770 She was working KP and she burned her arm. 74 00:08:45,850 --> 00:08:46,940 Well, how? 75 00:08:47,690 --> 00:08:49,610 I pushed it right up against a pot. 76 00:08:49,690 --> 00:08:50,900 You did this on purpose? 77 00:08:51,940 --> 00:08:54,950 I was like, "Here we go," and then I fucking went. 78 00:08:55,030 --> 00:08:58,240 -What? Why? -No one saw. I was on my own. 79 00:08:58,320 --> 00:09:02,040 And I took it off and it was all red and melting and gross. 80 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:04,660 You know what it smelled like? Pork. 81 00:09:05,210 --> 00:09:07,330 -Who let this happen? -What do you mean, "let"? 82 00:09:07,420 --> 00:09:09,670 Who saw this comin'? I was eating my damn dinner. 83 00:09:09,750 --> 00:09:10,920 -Oh, it hurts. -Okay. 84 00:09:11,800 --> 00:09:12,800 Easy, baby girl. 85 00:09:12,880 --> 00:09:15,130 -Easy, easy. -Dr. V ran over to the clinic. 86 00:09:15,220 --> 00:09:17,340 He's gonna come by here with another shot. 87 00:09:17,430 --> 00:09:18,930 Ellie. 88 00:09:21,890 --> 00:09:25,100 I just really wanted to wear short sleeves again. 89 00:09:26,020 --> 00:09:28,520 I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. 90 00:09:29,480 --> 00:09:30,520 It's okay. 91 00:09:31,730 --> 00:09:33,400 It's okay. You're okay. 92 00:10:11,150 --> 00:10:13,520 -Goddammit, Seth. -Hey. 93 00:10:16,490 --> 00:10:17,490 Hey. 94 00:10:20,450 --> 00:10:23,660 "Happy 15th Birthday, Eli." 95 00:10:26,450 --> 00:10:30,370 Well, let's hope Seth bakes better than he spells. 96 00:10:33,210 --> 00:10:34,210 He does. 97 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:37,590 It's really good. 98 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:42,760 Oh, right. 99 00:10:43,970 --> 00:10:44,970 Stay right there. 100 00:10:45,060 --> 00:10:47,850 I got somethin' else for you. Close your eyes. 101 00:10:50,520 --> 00:10:52,230 Keep 'em closed. 102 00:10:54,730 --> 00:10:56,360 Okay, turn toward me. 103 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:01,570 And, open. 104 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:05,910 -What's this? -Some folks call this a "gee-tar." 105 00:11:07,410 --> 00:11:11,500 I borrowed one of your drawings for inspiration. 106 00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:16,210 Took a bit of restorin'. Real bone saddle here. 107 00:11:16,300 --> 00:11:20,840 Lacquered the whole body and used a Dremel to carve the... 108 00:11:20,930 --> 00:11:23,550 Well, that's a rotary drill. Or could be a saw, dependin' on the tip. 109 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:26,720 But, actually, it's a pretty versatile tool. 110 00:11:30,430 --> 00:11:31,440 Anyway. 111 00:11:32,650 --> 00:11:35,110 I had promised I would teach you, so. 112 00:11:36,360 --> 00:11:39,070 Well, if you want a lesson later. 113 00:11:39,820 --> 00:11:41,070 Let me hear something. 114 00:11:42,990 --> 00:11:45,240 -What do you mean, play it? -And sing. 115 00:11:45,320 --> 00:11:48,740 No. No, no, no, no. No, I don't sing. 116 00:11:48,830 --> 00:11:52,040 It's my fucking birthday, man. Let's see what you got. 117 00:12:11,180 --> 00:12:12,230 Shit. 118 00:12:33,120 --> 00:12:37,460 If I ever were to lose you 119 00:12:37,540 --> 00:12:40,630 I'd surely lose myself 120 00:12:42,050 --> 00:12:46,010 Everything that I have found dear 121 00:12:46,090 --> 00:12:49,050 I've not found by myself 122 00:12:50,180 --> 00:12:53,600 Try and sometimes you'll succeed 123 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:57,520 To make this man of me 124 00:12:58,900 --> 00:13:02,610 All my stolen, missing parts 125 00:13:02,690 --> 00:13:05,860 I've no need for anymore 126 00:13:07,620 --> 00:13:09,780 I believe 127 00:13:11,830 --> 00:13:15,920 And I believe 'cause I can see 128 00:13:17,080 --> 00:13:20,130 Our future days 129 00:13:21,130 --> 00:13:24,090 Days of you and me 130 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:30,680 Well, 131 00:13:31,350 --> 00:13:32,770 that didn't suck. 132 00:13:53,660 --> 00:13:54,910 I understand. 133 00:13:57,580 --> 00:13:58,580 Your arm. 134 00:14:00,580 --> 00:14:01,750 I understand. 135 00:14:07,300 --> 00:14:08,800 Happy birthday, kiddo. 136 00:14:19,980 --> 00:14:22,230 -Is it a bow and arrow? -Nope. 137 00:14:22,310 --> 00:14:24,440 Is it water guns? 138 00:14:24,530 --> 00:14:27,990 -No. -Is it a dinosaur! 139 00:14:28,070 --> 00:14:30,490 -You're not gonna guess. -Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 140 00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:32,030 Is it a "lotter" of kittens? 141 00:14:32,120 --> 00:14:33,370 A "lotter"? 142 00:14:34,490 --> 00:14:35,660 You mean a litter? 143 00:14:35,740 --> 00:14:37,750 A litter of kittens? Really? 144 00:14:37,830 --> 00:14:40,290 -Really. And no. -Fuck. 145 00:14:40,370 --> 00:14:41,750 Is it a convertible? 146 00:14:41,830 --> 00:14:43,630 The hell are you gonna do with a convertible? 147 00:14:43,710 --> 00:14:45,750 -Drive it. -We cross here. 148 00:14:51,390 --> 00:14:52,800 How do you even know where we are? 149 00:14:54,010 --> 00:14:55,260 I found it on patrol. 150 00:14:56,430 --> 00:14:59,770 You know, Jesse was 16 when he started going on patrols. 151 00:14:59,850 --> 00:15:01,480 -Is that right? -Don't get me wrong. 152 00:15:01,560 --> 00:15:04,570 I love counting vegetables and shoveling sheep shit. 153 00:15:04,650 --> 00:15:06,980 I'm just saying, I think I could be more useful 154 00:15:07,070 --> 00:15:08,150 outside the wall. 155 00:15:08,240 --> 00:15:10,530 You'll get on patrols eventually. 156 00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:13,570 You should enjoy being a kid for now. 157 00:15:13,660 --> 00:15:15,990 Oh, because childhood has been such a joy for me so far. 158 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:18,580 You've been 16 all of four hours. 159 00:15:18,660 --> 00:15:20,460 We're not sending you out until you're trained. 160 00:15:20,540 --> 00:15:23,080 You're gonna need somethin' called patience. 161 00:15:23,170 --> 00:15:24,920 Jesse said he'd train me if you let him. 162 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:27,590 Is there somethin' going on between you two? 163 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:30,050 Excuse me? 164 00:15:30,130 --> 00:15:31,840 You spend a lot of time together. 165 00:15:33,010 --> 00:15:34,090 Is it funny? 166 00:15:34,640 --> 00:15:38,680 I see the way you look at him. I got a keen eye for these sort of things. 167 00:15:39,180 --> 00:15:41,560 -I don't think you do. -Alright, none of my business. 168 00:15:41,640 --> 00:15:44,480 But has anyone talked to you about the birds and the bees? 169 00:15:44,560 --> 00:15:46,730 You mean dicks and vaginas? 170 00:15:46,820 --> 00:15:49,150 -Jesus. -I tell you what. 171 00:15:49,230 --> 00:15:53,570 I promise you, I won't get pregnant if you let me train for patrols. Deal? 172 00:15:53,660 --> 00:15:56,080 I'll see what I can do. 173 00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:57,580 Okay, how much longer, man? 174 00:15:58,740 --> 00:16:00,290 We're here. 175 00:16:10,970 --> 00:16:12,130 Oh, my God. 176 00:16:12,220 --> 00:16:14,430 It is a dinosaur! 177 00:16:14,510 --> 00:16:15,760 -Joel! -Like it? 178 00:16:17,100 --> 00:16:19,140 Yeah. Likes it. 179 00:16:27,230 --> 00:16:28,230 Ellie. 180 00:16:29,150 --> 00:16:30,230 Ellie! 181 00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:35,070 Oh, my God. Careful. 182 00:16:36,780 --> 00:16:39,870 I'm on a motherfucking dinosaur! 183 00:16:42,660 --> 00:16:44,290 -Joel, there's a museum! -Yeah, I know! 184 00:16:44,370 --> 00:16:46,330 If you don't fall off the goddamn T-Rex, 185 00:16:46,420 --> 00:16:47,580 I'll take you there. 186 00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:59,510 This is so cool. 187 00:17:00,930 --> 00:17:03,520 How long have you known about this place? 188 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:04,940 A while. 189 00:17:05,020 --> 00:17:07,440 Well, then what the fuck? 190 00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:09,610 I was saving it for a special day. 191 00:17:09,690 --> 00:17:12,650 You see? Patience. 192 00:17:12,740 --> 00:17:14,570 Oh, yeah, I've heard of that. 193 00:17:50,360 --> 00:17:51,650 It works? 194 00:17:51,730 --> 00:17:53,440 Somebody must have greased it. 195 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,200 Can you imagine being up there? 196 00:18:06,830 --> 00:18:08,960 -Would you like to? -Like to what? 197 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:11,000 Go to space? 198 00:18:28,480 --> 00:18:30,310 Is it real? 199 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:31,400 It's real. 200 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:33,270 That one went up and back. 201 00:18:34,110 --> 00:18:36,280 Apollo 15, 1971. 202 00:18:53,420 --> 00:18:54,590 Well, open it. 203 00:19:04,510 --> 00:19:05,890 You got it. 204 00:19:10,100 --> 00:19:12,020 You're going up to space. 205 00:19:12,100 --> 00:19:13,400 You need a helmet. 206 00:19:21,410 --> 00:19:22,490 Pick one. 207 00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:06,120 How's it smell in there? 208 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,990 Like space, and dust. 209 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:11,290 Well, good. Then, you're ready. 210 00:20:39,360 --> 00:20:42,440 People of Discovery, set! Abort! 211 00:20:47,780 --> 00:20:49,620 They sat right here. 212 00:20:54,330 --> 00:20:57,330 -Happy birthday, kiddo. -What's this? 213 00:20:57,420 --> 00:21:01,960 This is something that took a mighty effort to find. 214 00:21:02,050 --> 00:21:03,170 Play it. 215 00:21:19,980 --> 00:21:21,780 Close your eyes. 216 00:21:21,860 --> 00:21:23,490 It'll be worth it. 217 00:21:28,780 --> 00:21:31,580 Thirty seconds and counting. 218 00:21:31,660 --> 00:21:35,330 Astronauts report it feels good. T-minus 25 seconds. 219 00:21:38,540 --> 00:21:40,170 Twenty seconds and counting. 220 00:21:42,340 --> 00:21:45,760 T-minus 15 seconds. Guidance is internal. 221 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:49,640 Twelve, eleven, ten, nine. 222 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:51,470 Ignition sequence starts. 223 00:21:52,850 --> 00:21:56,140 Six, five, four, three, 224 00:21:56,230 --> 00:21:58,810 two, one, zero. 225 00:21:58,900 --> 00:22:00,690 All engines running. 226 00:22:01,570 --> 00:22:03,690 Liftoff! We have a liftoff, 227 00:22:03,780 --> 00:22:07,490 32 minutes past the hour, liftoff on Apollo 11. 228 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:52,070 I do okay? 229 00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:53,620 Are you kidding me? 230 00:23:16,850 --> 00:23:18,140 This is nice. 231 00:23:19,770 --> 00:23:22,600 -We should do this more. -Yeah. In. 232 00:23:33,620 --> 00:23:34,990 You okay? 233 00:23:36,540 --> 00:23:37,620 Yeah. 234 00:24:25,380 --> 00:24:26,880 Stop. 235 00:24:34,630 --> 00:24:35,640 Fuck. 236 00:24:37,050 --> 00:24:38,560 Joel, what the fuck? 237 00:24:39,430 --> 00:24:41,180 Exactly. What the fuck? 238 00:24:41,270 --> 00:24:43,100 -Get outta here. -No, wait. 239 00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:46,100 What-- what are you even doing here? You're supposed to be on patrol. 240 00:24:46,190 --> 00:24:49,150 I came home early to surprise you for your birthday. 241 00:24:49,230 --> 00:24:51,900 -Oh, yeah. -Seventeen, by the way. 242 00:24:52,530 --> 00:24:54,400 Well, I'm 19, so. 243 00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:57,450 I'm gonna go. 244 00:24:59,990 --> 00:25:02,290 -Fuck is that? -Fuck. 245 00:25:05,330 --> 00:25:07,330 It's not done yet, it's gonna look better when I fill in-- 246 00:25:07,420 --> 00:25:08,710 -Leave. -Right. 247 00:25:19,300 --> 00:25:21,520 So, all the teenage shit all at once, huh? 248 00:25:22,850 --> 00:25:26,020 Drugs, and tattoos, and sex. 249 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:29,310 Experimenting with girls? 250 00:25:30,520 --> 00:25:33,740 It wasn't sex, and it wasn't a fucking experiment. 251 00:25:36,740 --> 00:25:38,200 You don't know what you're sayin'. 252 00:25:39,950 --> 00:25:41,910 We'll discuss this later, when you're yourself. 253 00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:35,380 -The hell are you doing? -Moving into the garage. 254 00:26:35,460 --> 00:26:37,590 The hell you are. Ellie, let go. 255 00:26:38,300 --> 00:26:40,140 It's the middle of the night. It's pissin' rain out there. 256 00:26:40,220 --> 00:26:41,850 Now, get this back on the bed. 257 00:26:41,930 --> 00:26:43,720 There's no heat or running water in the garage. 258 00:26:43,810 --> 00:26:45,970 -You can't stay there. -Okay, fine. 259 00:26:47,430 --> 00:26:49,560 Okay, you want to have this conversation? Fine. 260 00:26:50,690 --> 00:26:52,560 You may not like the rules, but this is my house. 261 00:26:52,650 --> 00:26:56,360 No, it isn't. You don't own it. They gave it to you. 262 00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:58,190 Sorry, to us. 263 00:26:58,280 --> 00:26:59,990 You don't own anything. 264 00:27:11,170 --> 00:27:13,250 Look, I'm sorry that I got a tattoo, 265 00:27:13,340 --> 00:27:16,250 and smoked weed, and fooled around with a girl. 266 00:27:18,340 --> 00:27:19,670 Except, I'm not. 267 00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:23,850 Maybe... 268 00:27:28,270 --> 00:27:30,440 Maybe it's a good thing for you to have your own space. 269 00:27:32,980 --> 00:27:34,440 Just give me a few days 270 00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:36,360 and let me fix things up a little out there. 271 00:27:38,570 --> 00:27:39,570 Okay. 272 00:27:43,450 --> 00:27:44,450 Come on. 273 00:28:01,470 --> 00:28:02,470 Thanks. 274 00:28:02,550 --> 00:28:03,550 Sure. 275 00:28:06,970 --> 00:28:08,140 Can I see? 276 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:16,520 -Did it hurt? -Yeah. 277 00:28:19,070 --> 00:28:20,490 But kinda good. 278 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:25,700 It's actually not bad. 279 00:28:27,030 --> 00:28:31,330 Better than the one I made on your guitar anyway. 280 00:28:37,460 --> 00:28:39,300 I never did ask. What is it with the moths? 281 00:28:42,340 --> 00:28:43,630 Nothing. Just-- 282 00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:47,180 I just read about them in a book on dreams and stuff. 283 00:28:47,260 --> 00:28:48,890 It's kind of symbolic. 284 00:28:48,970 --> 00:28:50,390 Oh, right. 285 00:28:52,430 --> 00:28:57,360 Yeah, like change and growin' and such. 286 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:02,490 It's late. 287 00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:04,280 Yeah. 288 00:29:05,990 --> 00:29:06,990 Well, good night. 289 00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:09,330 Night. 290 00:29:28,470 --> 00:29:29,510 Hey. 291 00:29:32,270 --> 00:29:35,850 You guys study dreams and stuff, right? 292 00:29:37,310 --> 00:29:41,360 Is there a "Doctor Is In" sign on me like Lucy from fuckin' Peanuts? 293 00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:49,870 Yes, some doctors studied dreams. The dumb ones, mostly. 294 00:29:49,950 --> 00:29:51,120 So, a moth. 295 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:55,210 That probably means change and growth? 296 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,620 No, that would be a butterfly. 297 00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:00,840 So, what's a moth? 298 00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:02,050 Death. 299 00:30:03,380 --> 00:30:04,840 If you believe in that shit. 300 00:30:14,810 --> 00:30:15,810 Why? 301 00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,460 Okay, so I've been thinking, 302 00:31:22,580 --> 00:31:27,090 or wondering-- no, thinking for a while now 303 00:31:28,090 --> 00:31:30,260 about Salt Lake City. 304 00:31:32,010 --> 00:31:33,800 I just want to understand it. 305 00:31:35,810 --> 00:31:38,560 So, I wrote down some questions. 306 00:31:39,850 --> 00:31:40,850 Okay? 307 00:31:43,270 --> 00:31:44,270 Okay. 308 00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:58,370 One, if the Fireflies spotted us a mile from the hospital, 309 00:31:58,450 --> 00:32:01,500 how did they get surprised by an entire group of Raiders? 310 00:32:05,420 --> 00:32:07,000 Two. 311 00:32:07,090 --> 00:32:10,260 If the Raiders could kill all those soldiers, 312 00:32:10,340 --> 00:32:14,180 and Marlene, and you had to carry me the whole time, 313 00:32:14,260 --> 00:32:15,680 how did we get away? 314 00:32:17,260 --> 00:32:19,640 Three, if there are dozens of immune people, 315 00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:21,640 why hasn't anyone heard-- 316 00:32:24,190 --> 00:32:25,190 Ellie? 317 00:32:26,610 --> 00:32:27,860 Coming. 318 00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:37,160 Already dressed. 319 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:38,990 I figured I'd be waking you up. 320 00:32:39,080 --> 00:32:41,450 Nope. I had trouble sleeping. 321 00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:45,830 Well, guess what? That works out great for your birthday present. 322 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,290 You're 19 and you've been patient. 323 00:32:49,460 --> 00:32:51,340 So, I told 'em I was okay with it. 324 00:32:51,420 --> 00:32:54,300 -With what? -Your first patrol. 325 00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:58,550 -I'll grab my coat. -And a gun. 326 00:33:11,030 --> 00:33:14,570 So, what's the record for number of kills on a training run? 327 00:33:14,650 --> 00:33:18,830 Zero. This is the safest trail we got. Gotta start easy. 328 00:33:19,490 --> 00:33:20,870 Great. Happy birthday to me. 329 00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:24,910 -Come on, binoculars. -Why? There's nothing out here. 330 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:27,330 I know, but this is about learnin' the ropes. 331 00:33:28,250 --> 00:33:30,040 So, pretend, okay? 332 00:33:32,340 --> 00:33:34,840 It's part of the rules. You stick with your partner, 333 00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:37,550 scan the countryside, be ready for anything. 334 00:33:38,090 --> 00:33:39,470 -Oh, shit. -What? 335 00:33:41,220 --> 00:33:43,850 There's a little squirrel fucking a big squirrel! 336 00:33:44,850 --> 00:33:46,140 We should probably report that. 337 00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:50,270 Fine, we'll skip the scannin' for now. 338 00:33:54,940 --> 00:33:56,900 But this is nice, right? 339 00:33:56,990 --> 00:33:59,910 Reminds me of the old days, just you and me on the trail. 340 00:34:00,990 --> 00:34:02,910 I know you got stuff going on, but it'd be nice 341 00:34:02,990 --> 00:34:05,500 if we could do this kind of thing more often. 342 00:34:05,580 --> 00:34:06,790 Spend time together. 343 00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:11,090 Yeah. 344 00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:17,720 -You okay? -Yeah. 345 00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:19,430 -It's just, you look... -No, I-- 346 00:34:19,510 --> 00:34:21,300 -There's nothin' on your mind? -No, nothing. 347 00:34:21,390 --> 00:34:23,430 Cache Creek, this is Jackson. Come in. 348 00:34:26,890 --> 00:34:29,690 -Go for Cache Creek. -Infected north of Pinnacle. 349 00:34:29,770 --> 00:34:32,610 Eugene and Adam need backup. You're the closest we've got. 350 00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:36,240 I'll be there in ten. Tell them to dig in. 351 00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:37,650 -Go back to Jackson. -No. 352 00:34:37,740 --> 00:34:39,490 Ellie, it's not safe. Go back. 353 00:34:39,570 --> 00:34:43,200 I'm not your fucking kid, Joel. I'm your partner. We stick together. 354 00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:19,150 We'll hike down from here. Faster than the switchback. 355 00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:58,150 You remember what I taught you? 356 00:35:58,230 --> 00:35:59,780 I'm your back. You're mine. 357 00:36:35,730 --> 00:36:36,860 Come on. 358 00:37:05,130 --> 00:37:06,470 Oh, shit. Eugene. 359 00:37:07,300 --> 00:37:08,300 Ellie. 360 00:37:13,390 --> 00:37:14,560 You clean? 361 00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:20,480 No. 362 00:37:25,110 --> 00:37:26,700 -Are there any more? -Joel. 363 00:37:26,780 --> 00:37:28,660 Are there any more? 364 00:37:29,410 --> 00:37:30,870 Other than me? 365 00:37:34,370 --> 00:37:35,370 No. 366 00:37:37,540 --> 00:37:40,250 Okay, okay. Look. 367 00:37:40,340 --> 00:37:43,300 Please, I figure I got about an hour. 368 00:37:43,380 --> 00:37:45,970 So, this is what we do. We go back to the gate. 369 00:37:46,050 --> 00:37:50,470 They let Gail out, keeping her at a safe distance, of course. 370 00:37:50,550 --> 00:37:52,720 And I say 371 00:37:53,850 --> 00:37:55,060 goodbye. 372 00:37:56,690 --> 00:37:57,850 We can't do that. 373 00:37:58,850 --> 00:38:00,480 Yes, we can. 374 00:38:05,110 --> 00:38:07,990 -Yes, we can. -You're empty. 375 00:38:12,450 --> 00:38:13,790 No. 376 00:38:13,870 --> 00:38:16,460 Joel, I gotta go back. I gotta see her. 377 00:38:16,540 --> 00:38:20,080 I got things I gotta tell her. 378 00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:24,380 Things. 379 00:38:24,460 --> 00:38:26,510 -You don't understand. -I do. 380 00:38:27,510 --> 00:38:29,550 But we have rules, and it can't happen. 381 00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:30,640 Wait. 382 00:38:34,270 --> 00:38:35,680 Hold out your hand. 383 00:38:41,810 --> 00:38:42,900 Hold out your hand. 384 00:38:46,190 --> 00:38:49,450 Now, count slowly, clearly, from one to ten. 385 00:38:51,660 --> 00:38:54,830 One, two, three, 386 00:38:54,910 --> 00:38:56,830 four, five, 387 00:38:56,910 --> 00:39:00,210 six, seven, eight, 388 00:39:00,290 --> 00:39:02,840 nine, ten. 389 00:39:03,840 --> 00:39:07,090 He has time. We tie him up and we bring him back. 390 00:39:09,630 --> 00:39:11,640 Joel, let him see his fucking wife. 391 00:39:12,930 --> 00:39:14,180 Please. 392 00:39:22,100 --> 00:39:24,110 Get the horses, bring them down the trail. 393 00:39:24,190 --> 00:39:26,150 I'll start walkin' with him, we'll meet up with you. 394 00:39:39,580 --> 00:39:40,660 I promise. 395 00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:52,180 Go ahead, ten feet. 396 00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:54,260 Thank you. 397 00:40:21,750 --> 00:40:24,920 It makes you cold. The Cordyceps. 398 00:40:26,500 --> 00:40:28,340 I didn't expect that. 399 00:40:33,630 --> 00:40:35,590 Which way? 400 00:40:39,180 --> 00:40:40,270 Head right. 401 00:40:59,950 --> 00:41:01,790 It's beautiful. 402 00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:14,130 I need you to not turn around. 403 00:41:15,300 --> 00:41:16,890 No. 404 00:41:16,970 --> 00:41:18,390 You can't-- 405 00:41:18,470 --> 00:41:20,350 you can't do this to me. 406 00:41:20,430 --> 00:41:21,600 Joel. 407 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:25,310 If you have last words for her, I'll pass them along. 408 00:41:25,390 --> 00:41:26,980 Last words for her? 409 00:41:28,020 --> 00:41:29,190 No, no, I need... 410 00:41:29,900 --> 00:41:31,570 I need her last words! 411 00:41:32,690 --> 00:41:34,110 For me! 412 00:41:36,910 --> 00:41:38,200 I'm dying. 413 00:41:39,030 --> 00:41:40,990 I'm terrified. I... 414 00:41:46,580 --> 00:41:47,880 I don't need a view. 415 00:41:51,300 --> 00:41:52,670 I need Gail. 416 00:41:55,300 --> 00:41:57,340 To see her face. Please. 417 00:41:58,510 --> 00:42:00,850 Please let that be the last thing I see. 418 00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:07,980 If you love someone, 419 00:42:10,980 --> 00:42:12,570 you can always see their face. 420 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,190 I see her. 421 00:43:45,240 --> 00:43:46,410 I'm sorry. 422 00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:10,810 I'm gonna radio ahead and let them know. 423 00:44:12,940 --> 00:44:19,900 When we get there, I'll tell Gail what she needs to know, and nothin' more. 424 00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:22,860 It's the right thing to do. 425 00:44:26,580 --> 00:44:27,580 Ellie. 426 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:33,540 I had no choice. 427 00:45:15,750 --> 00:45:18,090 He was bit when we found him. 428 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:20,920 And... 429 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:24,840 Well, he wanted to tell you that he loved you. 430 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:32,020 And he wished he could say goodbye to you in person 431 00:45:32,100 --> 00:45:34,020 but he didn't wanna put you in danger. 432 00:45:34,100 --> 00:45:35,440 No, no. 433 00:45:36,190 --> 00:45:38,690 And he wasn't scared. He... 434 00:45:39,730 --> 00:45:41,150 He was brave. 435 00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:45,950 And he ended it himself. 436 00:45:59,380 --> 00:46:00,790 That's not what happened. 437 00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:09,550 He begged to see you. He had time. 438 00:46:10,260 --> 00:46:12,680 Joel promised to take him to you. 439 00:46:12,770 --> 00:46:14,270 He promised us both. 440 00:46:17,230 --> 00:46:20,060 And then, Joel shot him in the head. 441 00:46:30,780 --> 00:46:31,950 That's... 442 00:46:35,330 --> 00:46:37,580 Get away. Please. 443 00:46:37,660 --> 00:46:39,670 Get away from me, please. 444 00:46:46,090 --> 00:46:47,420 You swore. 445 00:46:56,020 --> 00:46:57,560 No. 446 00:47:48,900 --> 00:47:50,240 That was good, yeah? 447 00:47:51,660 --> 00:47:53,070 Oh, okay. 448 00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:55,490 Yeah, he's fallin' apart. I'm gonna get him to bed. 449 00:47:55,580 --> 00:47:58,120 -You're gonna miss the countdown. -I'll come back after. 450 00:47:58,200 --> 00:48:00,080 Okay. The next one is a little slower. 451 00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:01,790 Save me some of that. 452 00:48:01,870 --> 00:48:03,080 Say goodnight to Uncle Grumpy. 453 00:48:03,170 --> 00:48:05,790 Goodnight, Uncle Grumpy. 454 00:48:05,880 --> 00:48:08,380 -Night, kiddo. -See you next year. 455 00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:10,420 See you next year. 456 00:48:20,810 --> 00:48:22,020 You okay? 457 00:48:24,150 --> 00:48:25,310 Yeah, I'm fine. 458 00:48:27,230 --> 00:48:29,940 What I said today about you being a refugee 459 00:48:30,030 --> 00:48:31,900 probably came off as ungrateful. 460 00:48:31,990 --> 00:48:34,990 -No, it's okay. -Well, I am grateful. 461 00:48:35,910 --> 00:48:38,160 You mean a lot to us. To all of us. 462 00:48:38,240 --> 00:48:40,330 But especially to me and Tommy. 463 00:48:40,410 --> 00:48:44,170 What I'm trying to say is, Uncle Grumpy is family. 464 00:48:45,250 --> 00:48:49,250 And family helps each other out, if you need it. 465 00:48:52,340 --> 00:48:54,550 Hey, it's a family event. 466 00:48:55,840 --> 00:48:56,850 Sorry. 467 00:48:59,010 --> 00:49:00,680 Sorry. 468 00:49:00,770 --> 00:49:03,060 In a church. Dykes. 469 00:49:03,140 --> 00:49:04,690 -Fuck did you just say? -Ellie, no. 470 00:49:04,770 --> 00:49:05,770 Ellie, hey. No. 471 00:49:07,940 --> 00:49:09,480 You get the hell out of here. 472 00:49:10,190 --> 00:49:11,820 Seth. Let's... 473 00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:16,700 Let's take a walk. Come on. Let's go. 474 00:49:19,030 --> 00:49:20,080 Are you okay? 475 00:49:21,410 --> 00:49:22,870 What is wrong with you? 476 00:49:26,750 --> 00:49:29,420 I don't need your fucking help. 477 00:49:37,970 --> 00:49:38,970 Right. 478 00:51:44,550 --> 00:51:45,810 What are you drinking? 479 00:51:47,770 --> 00:51:48,770 Coffee. 480 00:51:49,770 --> 00:51:50,890 Where'd you get it? 481 00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,360 The people that came through last week. 482 00:51:56,860 --> 00:52:00,360 I'm a little embarrassed for what I traded to get it, but... 483 00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:02,780 it's not bad. 484 00:52:13,210 --> 00:52:14,840 I had Seth under control. 485 00:52:17,550 --> 00:52:19,670 Yeah, I know. 486 00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:22,590 And I don't wanna ever hear about you taking me off patrol again. 487 00:52:25,260 --> 00:52:26,260 Okay. 488 00:52:34,020 --> 00:52:35,400 So, Dina. 489 00:52:38,020 --> 00:52:40,280 Is she your girlfriend now? 490 00:52:40,360 --> 00:52:42,650 No. No, she... 491 00:52:44,820 --> 00:52:47,740 It was just one kiss. Didn't mean anything. 492 00:52:50,160 --> 00:52:51,660 I don't know why she did that. 493 00:52:54,210 --> 00:52:55,210 But... 494 00:52:57,090 --> 00:52:58,210 you do like her? 495 00:53:03,220 --> 00:53:04,760 I'm so stupid. 496 00:53:08,390 --> 00:53:11,350 Look, I don't know what Dina's intentions are, but... 497 00:53:15,270 --> 00:53:16,900 well, she'd be lucky to have you. 498 00:53:20,570 --> 00:53:22,190 You're such an asshole. 499 00:53:27,700 --> 00:53:28,990 You lied to me. 500 00:53:30,790 --> 00:53:35,170 You looked me in the eyes and you lied, and it was the same face. 501 00:53:36,420 --> 00:53:38,460 Same fucking look. 502 00:53:43,170 --> 00:53:44,800 But I think I knew already. 503 00:53:47,510 --> 00:53:49,220 I knew this whole time. 504 00:53:55,730 --> 00:53:57,650 So, I'm gonna give you one last chance. 505 00:54:00,020 --> 00:54:02,030 Tell me what happened with the Fireflies. 506 00:54:03,610 --> 00:54:06,490 If you lie to me again, we're done. 507 00:54:16,580 --> 00:54:18,080 Were there other immune people? 508 00:54:33,930 --> 00:54:35,520 Were there Raiders? 509 00:54:45,030 --> 00:54:46,610 Could they have made a cure? 510 00:55:08,300 --> 00:55:09,590 Did you-- 511 00:55:16,180 --> 00:55:17,640 And Marlene? 512 00:55:27,190 --> 00:55:28,450 Making a cure 513 00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:32,620 would've killed you. 514 00:55:34,330 --> 00:55:36,160 Then, I was supposed to die. 515 00:55:36,240 --> 00:55:39,120 That was my purpose. My life would have fucking mattered! 516 00:55:39,210 --> 00:55:40,830 But you took that from me! 517 00:55:41,830 --> 00:55:43,540 You took it from everyone. 518 00:55:45,670 --> 00:55:46,670 Yes. 519 00:55:49,970 --> 00:55:51,430 And I'll pay the price 520 00:55:53,010 --> 00:55:55,060 because you're gonna turn away from me. 521 00:56:00,140 --> 00:56:03,020 But if somehow I had a second chance at that moment, 522 00:56:06,980 --> 00:56:08,440 I would do it all over again. 523 00:56:11,700 --> 00:56:13,490 Because you're selfish. 524 00:56:14,870 --> 00:56:16,530 Because I love you. 525 00:56:22,540 --> 00:56:23,790 In a way you... 526 00:56:25,630 --> 00:56:27,750 you can't understand. 527 00:56:30,670 --> 00:56:31,970 Maybe you never will. 528 00:56:35,470 --> 00:56:37,220 But if that day should come, 529 00:56:40,020 --> 00:56:42,060 if you should ever have one of your own, 530 00:56:48,650 --> 00:56:49,730 well, then... 531 00:56:54,030 --> 00:56:55,870 I hope you do a little better than me. 532 00:57:13,470 --> 00:57:15,890 I don't think I can forgive you for this. 533 00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,270 But I would like to try.